Dispair

This moment is the only moment. No connections. Isolation is all there is. Silence has finally fallen but it is not a comfort. Nothing has ever been good. Nothing will ever get better. The weight of nothing crushes. This moment is the only moment

Progression

i.   The safe answer to hard questions? My answer. His questions. They send me spinning doubting myself my feelings my motives eroding what I was sure of. Projecting his uncertainty and insecurity onto me, making me wonder if I know my own heart, wonder if I can trust myself, my reactions, my perceptions. Sending … Read more